"Im nothing special, in fact Im a bit of a bore
If I tell a joke, youve probably heard it before
But I have a talent, a wonderful thing
cause everyone listens when I start to sing
Im so grateful and proud
All I want is to sing it out loud
So I say
Thank you for the music, the songs Im singing
Thanks for all the joy theyre bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would life be?
Without a song or a dance what are we?
So I say thank you for the music
For giving it to me...."
After feeling super depressed....and not admitting it to anybody i know except my journal. I think I'm back. :)
It is indeed true, chase your demons, as Madonna hath said... and never get tired of it. It's always gonna make you feel better. Express it in any manner, discreetly by writing, or praying, or telling your friends...yeah, it might be heavy, but after writing it down, it weirdly feels better.
Now, I know what to do. To be back in the world.
Join everyone, and free myself from my own bitterness and anger. Reijiro once told me these things...If you're felling weird, write it down. If you're lonely, go out, coz' nothings gonna happen to you when you stay in your couch....
Now, I'm back and I know what to do....I am free once more. I'll be off to the mall in a jiff, and join every normal human being I could find. :)
Ready to love myself again. To those who have helped me and to the One up there whom I addressed my previous letter, you are awesome. kisses.
Jhana, thanks for the small talk, it meant a lot to me to open my silenced anger....
2 more persons to visit, my Dad and my dear Tanya...